My momma told me while I run these streets, she cant sleep.. Her phone ring late at night, she think somethin happened to me.. Her nerves so bad right now, she cant even watch T.V.. She turn her head, every time she see the police.. She scared to look, cause it might be me in the back seat.. Whenever she hear about a shootin, her heart skip a beat.. She heard the feds was in town, her knees got weak.. She know Im at the house, the only time she at peace.. Her blood pressure through the roof, all because of me.. Her favorite words is, dope aint the only way to eat.. She told me the other day, she hope I dont die in these streets.. I just pray to God, she dont wipe her hands with me.. Remember the nights, me sitting up in a cold cell.. Im wakin ya up outcha sleep, its me callin you from jail.. You aint say it, but I know inside you mad as hell.. You called off from work, just to bond me out of jail.. I get in trouble, I call you, seem like it never fail.. Can hear you now, boy you need to sit ya ass down somewhere.. I come & eat, I take a shower, then Im out of there.. I know Im stressin ya at times, seem like I dont care.. You wrote bad checks for me to have somethin to wear, you risked ya freedom for me nowadays thats real rare.. Everytime I think about the shit, I wanna shed a tear.. Thats why I buy ya somethin for Fathers Day, every year.. You did the best you could with me, & I love you for that.. Wanted me to stay in school, but that aint where my heart was at.. I got exposed to the streets, & fell in love with stacks.. & all the times I hurt you, wish I could take it back.. When daddy left us, you stepped up & took his slack.. I know Im selfish, & feelins is somethin I know I lack.. The shit Im doin now, I know you raised me better than that.. You showed me how to be a man, & showed me how to act.. Sometimes I wonder how you still proud Im ya son, after all the stuff I took ya through & all the shit I done.. Well like ya told me when God want me, how I cant run.. Before he take me, want you to know how much I love ya mom..
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 05:23:27 +0000
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