My mother is in hospital and my father is putting on a brave face. He told me that he isnt worried but I know that hes not telling me the Truth of how he really feels. He forgets that I can feel his feelings and that I know him very well. My aim is to support, uplift and protect my parents because I know that they wont be alive much longer. No one else in my family sees what I see nor do they feel what I feel because if they did then they would help my parents in every possible way. The rest of the family have their own lives so all they are focused on is their own self imposed problems. I have no right to judge them but I do because it is their selfishness that is putting excess pressure on the lives of my parents. I wasnt the nicest kid and I was very arrogant so it took more than 30 years of my life to love and appreciate Mum and Dad as I do now. The more my consciousness expands, the more love I feel for them but also the more pain I feel from them. Having empathy is the greatest gift that anyone can possess but in times of weakness it can seem like the greatest of all curses. Ive never felt anything like this before and I know that this pain will make me stronger in the future. Theres not much more that I can do for them without the help of my whole family. All I can do is do what I have been doing. I will keep taking their pain away until the very end of their lives. They gave me life and I would give my life just to see them happy in the time that they have left.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 07:30:25 +0000
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