My posts are usually happy. I am usually happy - I really am. Even when I am pissed I am actually basically happy. BUT I come from a history of depression that runs deep in my family. I was in a very dark place quite a few times in my life, teen years and again in my late twenties... Scary when i look back and think wow I really felt that way- I really had occluded thinking. So I get it. I see both sides. And I am standing here to say - even tho my life isnt peaches and cream, had I ever once really thought to go through with anything and succeeded, I wouldnt have the beauty I have now, I wouldnt have had the absolute joy. There is a road out and healing and you can become whole. And people love you through it. For those who have fallen down the rabbit hole, reach up there are hands waiting to grab you (God saved me so many times I cannot even begin to count)... OK I will occasionally keep dialog going because I think we need to talk more openly about this. But that is enough for tonight. Peaceful nights dreams to you all...
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 02:54:50 +0000
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