My ramblings... / Nadia Morales (Sister) Even as I type this I don’t know whether I want to display it on Levi’s site for everyone to read and to be honest I don’t know where to begin. I’m certainly not as articulate as Cassie in expressing myself. Levi and I never really got along when we were younger. I guess since he left home to go to Uni, things got better between us because we very rarely saw each other! In saying that, I always knew that if I needed anything I would be able to count on him to help me out and I hope he felt the same way about me. I don’t really remember playing with Levi too much when we were younger. I do remember him trying to strangle me though and trying to bust through my locked bedroom door to probably punch me or something! One memory I have of Levi is when we were in primary school and I had joined this choir group to sing at a hospital or something. I decided after a few practices that I didn’t want to do it anymore so one recess I went and found Levi and he was trying to help me hide from the choir director. Eventually the choir director found us and made me come back. I did appreciate Levi trying to get me out of going even though the plan failed in the end! He also showed me around on my first day of high school in Tonga helping me find my classrooms because I had no idea where I was going. I was really grateful that he did that because I was so scared starting high school and I already felt completely out of place being one of the few palangis in Tonga. Another time was when I went to Hawaii to visit Cassie and Levi at Christmas time when I was about 16. I was struggling a bit in high school and Levi took me on a walk around the same circle he walked with Cassie with and talked to me for ages and gave me advice. I think that was probably the first time we really talked and bonded. So as I said before, he would always be there if I really needed him – I knew I could count on him. When Levi was here dying I never wanted to officially say goodbye to him. Probably because I was in denial that it was actually happening. I still can’t believe it. So I never did say goodbye in the end. Now I wish that I had said goodbye and told him that I loved him because I don’t remember the last time that I said that to him. I just hope he knows that I do love him even though we didn’t have the closest relationship. I think I will finish up now because I can barely see the screen through my tears. Levi, you are constantly in my thoughts. I love you and miss you a lot but I hope you are happy wherever you are and in whatever you are doing. Your little sister, Nadia
Posted on: Fri, 14 Jun 2013 10:22:16 +0000
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