My sister said I deserve or need my comeuppance. I do not understand what for, I have suffered many setbacks, disappointments, devastation and I have paid dearly for some things I did not even do I will not discuss her issues and what mistake she has made. dont think I am anything special, or have had a charmed life or have done anything overly evil to deserve a comeuppance. I am fifty years old, have had to baby sit my older sister on more than one occaision, but I somehow deserve a comupance according to Ms. Colleen J Stewart. Would my death be good enough for you Colleen? Forty lashes with a cat-o-nine tails for not being good enough for you? Not good enough to be in the family, For being such a shitty mother, yet, you never had any. Yet you seem to be able to take over my daughter. You used to beat me, molested me, lied about me, and now you are friends with my daughter. All I can hope is that she finally sees you for who you really are. Pretty funny how the two sisters that have husbands that work out of town or country, have everything but happiness and a man that can get along with. I would rather be single, alone and poverty stricken than to be living that way any day of the year!! I might only pick losers and addicts as you too say, but at least I got away and I dont use them and hate like you do with your men. All you do is complain how bad they are, as you sit on your ass and he supports you, pays your bills, feeds and clothes you and buys you a house. I have me, my cats, a nice little rental, going blind, live in poverty and yet I deserve my comeuppance. It is family like this and days like today that make me wish I had succeeded back in 2011. No one cared then, now wouldnt be any different, I mean family wise that is....Sorry for being such a sorrowful pig as my sister so fondly calls me. She is probably telling my daughter what a horrible person I am and how good it is that she never speak to me again. I only wish this crap was in my head. Unfortunately it is totally real, and is most of the reason why I get so down and start to contemplate my demise. Having you sister who was my abuser rub in how my daughter talks to her and hates me is so hurtful it is beyond words. Sorry for this sorrowful pig ranting. I will be gone for a while, need some inner healing. Hiding out from everyone the next week or so. Sorry, I need to heal, again. .
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 22:33:03 +0000
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