My sweet baby I think Im going crazy Is my love too thick? My love seems emotionless I feel for his hand, he takes it firmly But there is something missing Dont know what it is Maybe it is all in my head Voices from outside running inside my head It has only been a month I still have hope, my heart still floats When I see his brown eyes, his soft lips Hear his voice, see his smile I still enjoy leaning against his arm Squeezing his cheeks, tickling him He is so busy, always working, But he wants to make everyone around him happy He is so selfless, coolest and calmest man I know Sometimes I feel neglected, like he doesnt have time for me I still hang out with him at school, but for a short time Every moment I try to enjoy He asks me whats wrong, I say nothing, blinking back my tears I smile behind a façade, not knowing how to say what I feel Not wanting to feel selfish, but I have to talk to him He cant read my mind, I have to tell him I feel lonely hes not around I just want some time for us to be alone Wish he didnt work so much...it is better than saying nothing Or pretending everything is fine I still love him but I feel we are slowly leaving the honeymoon phase Coming to reality…IT IS GETTING REAL! Will we make it or not? I have faith in us, just have to communicate Because real love is not easy I can tell he still cares and loves me because: His eyes still light up when he sees me His hand closes firmly in mine, fitting like a glove He instantly relaxes when I lean against him He showed me his haircut first He tells me about his problems with his job He confides in me; he listens to my dreams He says good night and sweet dreams to me He wonders and inquiries what’s wrong if I’m not talking as much He likes that I’m driving, even said I can drive in his car one day (his baby) Even if it is just in emergencies He makes sure to text me after work He cares enough to not kiss me so I won’t be sick He loves me, he still cares for me, My hope is renewed Just had to write it out so I would not be confused I have to be patient! Not let others tell me who to love Just gotta be strong and pray to God up above Try to open up instead of close in and build a wall Cause I don’t want to try to find another love again tho we quarell bt yet i lv u d numba f times we quarell does nt mata bt hw we settles wt undastndn is wat matas Without you babe, I feel small. tnk bwt ue lv ones n start to appreciate dem, tell dem hw special dey r., leme start wt..... Tobi i lv u n once again wtout u i feel small
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 09:21:01 +0000
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