My very good friend Melinda Payne, did something very brave on her wall, so being inspired by her courage and in light of recent events I am going to follow her example and take a leap of FAITH, and maybe by doing so, help someone else...I too have had issues with depression...there are many forms of depression, Post Partum, Clinical, Hormonal, Seasonal Affective Disorder, and just plain old stress induced. Fortunately had minimal issues after having Noah but could feel the change in my thought processes for about 2wks till my body re-adjusted. I have been diagnosed with Seasonal Affective Disorder or SAD, when days get gloomy and when winter months come in I tend to get gloomy at times myself and recently it has been a constant battle with myself as I am currently dealing with the end of my marriage, worrying about how this is affecting my child, and also the pending decline and departure of my Papa....that is why one I have been so grateful to all of my friends and family for everything you have gone out of your way to do and words of encouragement...Also I truly thank God above for whatever reason when he created me put something deep inside me that I have not ever contemplated what Robin Williams did...and knowing what a gift he gave me in my son, I continue to fight against the negativity and darkness...especially now, at night when all is quiet and your mind refuses to STOP...So, yes I have been fortunate that I have not completely gone under but know people who struggle worse than I have, that continue to struggle, or are afraid that people will think badly of them if they utter the word depression....LET THE STIGMA GO!!! So many variables, it is not contagious, nor is it a sin...if you need help, call a trusted friend, or the Suicide Prevention Hotline...BUT remember this, you ARE NOT ALONE!!! Thank you Melinda for your courage and grace and for being an inspiration to share about this and know I admire you for it and am here for you as you have been for me. Love to ALL my friends.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 22:06:11 +0000
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