My world is upside down and my hearts in a million pieces i dont know how i am suppose to feel.i wonder if he really loved me and how everything went wrong.i wish i could just shut off these feelings that are rippin me apart and everytime i try to think of something else i somehow always go back to thinking about you.im trying not to cry but its so hard to hold back the tears when everything inside me hurts so much.i just wanted to feel loved but instead i felt abandoned and alone with so many people i could have talked to but i just wanted you.i remember when we had so much to say to eachother then one day everything went silent and started changing but its such a blur i really was blinded by love and only seen what i wanted to instead of listening to my heart when it started hurtin.im starting to think i will be lonely forever because im all out of leaps of faith why allow love into your heart when it always ends the same.Wish i could wrap up in a magic blanket and disappear so nobody can see me cry over you.you were always so busy i never cared what ya was doing or where you were or even who you were with i just wanted to spend a little time with you and when i asked what time you would be coming isnt wasnt to keep tabs on you i wanted to get pretty before you saw me but you formed your own opinion to my intentions instead of reading between the lines.you say you cant make anyone happy maybe you were blind to because everytime you were around me i was smilin from ear to ear and when you were gone only sending messages i just giggled out loud with excitment.i wish we could just sit and talk without anyone around to interupt us i know that wont happen now.i wish i were a bird so i could fly away to some place that wouldnt remind me of you but no matter where i am when i close my eyes i always see your face and wish i could reach out and touch you with your arms around me thats the only place i feel safe.i wish heaven would open and send its tornado taking only me
Posted on: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 04:15:20 +0000
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