Next week, I must revive my task of planning the rest of my life. Not only does this now have a new sense of urgency (perceived, perhaps; but convenient either way), but for too long have I lingered here afraid of doing it alone... I am obviously going to have to, yes. I must, in lieu of finding someone who recognizes (or realizes they are the primary inspiration of) my ambition and confidence. (I hope that sentence works out to being valid... srsly, hit head - wake up loving grammar.. whodathunkit) It sucks being mega shy but way too goofy to shut up. Whatever. I will not continue to be walked all over by the world; I am going to leave the world in better shape than it was in when I found it. I will realize my world-changing potential, or I will find and accept that I am just another nobody, put here for the rest of the world to use. Meh. Also, in other news, another 45% established friendship fades into my past while not fading from my memory.. with a (sadly, familiar) quick parting-joke... Ive gotten way too used to that kind of feeling to still like Metritech smuch, lol. ;-) Cest la vie. (btw, I did not get fired or kicked out of home or anything... I just found a chance to perceive urgency, and I plan on using it because thats the only way I get stuff done. =P ) Peace.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 11:11:47 +0000
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