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No I dont have money to get my nails done, I dont have money to get my hair done, not even a hair cut. No I dont have a designer purse, and I definitely dont have fancy clothes. Although when I see that pretty girl with all the nice stuff, sometimes I get sad and I think Well I dont feel pretty. Ya Im that girl you see in an old T-Shirt and sweatpants, hair in a mess, and no make up on at the store. Before you judge me, or call me ugly, remember where Ive come from, and what my life may be life. I am not rich, far from it, and I never have been. Ive never had super nice things, and I am still living fine. Why dont I save up for all these nice things? Because I worry more about what I will have for dinner, and if my boyfriend and I can watch a movie, or maybe go out to eat for a change. If I have money, I buy things we need. Things we will use, not selfish things for myself. But Im looked at like Im white trash, or Im not like all the other girls that are pretty and classy. Personally I see this as discrimination. I am more of a woman than all these girls. I am more worried about feeding my family, than looking up to standards to todays society. I am more worried about my childs life, and how she will be taken care of. I am more worried about everyone else than myself, and thats how its always going to be. And I really dont care. My man loves me even when I dont wear make up, and I look like crap. He still loves on me, and tells me Im beautiful even when I feel Im not. Ya it could be better, and we would so appreciate it, but for now, good things come to those who wait. And I will wait till I get what I deserve from God. When my Chelsie girl is born, all I will care about it her and our family, just like now. All I will want is for her to be happy. And if that means I wont get invited to hang with friends, or people I used to call my friends will turn away from me because Im not fun anymore. Than so be it. I am done trying to live a life for people that dont care about me, I gave that up a long time ago!!! I am happy and content, and can only pray for Gods guidance.
Posted on: Thu, 26 Jun 2014 20:00:42 +0000

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