No one will ever understand what we had.. My world taken from underneath my feet, my heart ripped out of my chest.. The guy I loved with all my heart gone from me.. Today would of been two official years.. You never leave my mind, no matter how hard I try, you just dont.. Its still the hardest thing.. Losing the guy you fell in love with.. No matter what happened between us you were always there for me! I miss you so much! Its killing me from the inside out, my heart kills for this.. I need your hugs, your kiss, your voice to tell me things will be okay.. People told me I was crazy.. But I was only crazy for you since the day I saw you walking in front of the highschool.. I leaned over to Bree n told her you will be mine one day! You left me with so many good memories, so many good feelings, and so much love.. I still remember us standing outside your house in the driveway, just got my car n drove over to tell you something.. We were fighting a lot but I couldnt lose you.. I grabbed you, kissed you, n started to bawl.. First time youve seen me full on cry.. I told you I was in love with you.. It started to rain on us but you didnt care, you still told me you loved me to! Gosh I miss you so much Dean! Words cant even explain it.. 4 years Ive known you, about 3 1/2 of those years we were dating on n off.. But today two year ago we decided to stop with the little games (or try to).. I love you Dean Michael Fredericks.. Forever and always.. To the moon and back X10!
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 16:22:09 +0000