No parent should have to feel the gut wrenching feeling I got today. My stomach is in knots still Im not going into details we just need prayer and lots of it. So many people seem so blinded its scary to me how fast things get twisted and turned around and assumed true when not even the closest person knows whats going on. This is by far the biggest test god has put me through. And the hardest. But I refuse to give up for the sake of my two beautiful babies. I cant leave like everyone else has bc thats what he is expecting. Pray for strength love and patience and mostly forgiveness. Someday he will say she loves me and thats what love feels like. Not hypocritical judgemental shameful but forgiving understanding supportive and helpful whether the help is wanted or not. I will win this war Im in. Now getting ready off work got a whole 45 min of sleep thank Jesus I get off at 3 these doubles are killing me but its so worth the precious time I get to see my two stinker bugs. #jesustakethewheel
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 09:37:29 +0000
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