No see your pictures, I watch your videos, I hear you voice on your phone, I see your clothes hanging in the closet.... I wait for your call of the morning , during the day, and at night.... Then it hits like a brick .... Your no longer here .... I dont get the change out your pictures each year on the wall like normal mommas, I dont get to help plan your wedding, I dont get to go to dr appointments with you to hear the heart beat of my daughters baby , I dont get to hold your hand as you bring another life into this world... I get to share my special occasion, your birthdays, Christmas, Easter, thanksgivings, pumpkin pie, fried pickles, and mayo, jelly, and cheese sandwich in front of a black marble stone with your face on it... For your birthday, Christmas, and other special occasion instead of buying special gifts for you I get to buy flowers, solar lights, and wind chimes..... Then I get to watch as ppl avoid me in the stores or public places cause they dont know what to say about you being gone!!!! Today is a rough day... I love and miss you Miss Shada Brooke Lowe 💜momma
Posted on: Tue, 20 Jan 2015 19:56:45 +0000
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