No words could describe the emptiness I feel in myself right now. I sit hours on end trying to check check and triple check my next move hoping im on the right path, but i keep getting slapped with failure. The results came back negative for the receptors and I have now gone numb to all emotions. My mother doesnt deserve any of this. I wish i could take all her bad and put it all in me so she didnt have to suffer this horrible tragedy. Getting knocked down this hard is the most painful thing ive ever experience but now im ready to take this on from the ground up and will succeed regardless of these roadblocks. I will be the first person to ever to cure Carcinoids. I now need some help of my fellow friends. I will be needing to find the best researchers in neuroscience to map RAF/RAS VEGF pathways to figure out the best possible way of inhibiting angiogenesis in this type of cancer. Ill be heading to UT Austin to meet with past research professors but if you know of anyone with extensive knowledge and research in this area just message me.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 16:46:13 +0000
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