Not coping well. Trying but Im just really struggling. Just going to purge my head. Please feel free to skip the pity party and just send peace strength and comfort. Hopefully tomorrow Ill feel better. Miss my babies so much. I just cant shake how badly I failed when we lost them. I should have found a way to get to them. Im sick of living a life that constantly seems to be in a state of chaos. I want one chapter of my book to not be filled with devastating pain. So worried for my Morgan. What if I fail her too? So hard for her at night the last week. How can I help her when I feel so broken? Im tired of hurting(fing clots/lymes/whatever the heck else this is) and not being able to catch my breath. Physical pain makes my emotional pain harder to cope with. Im driving myself crazy about all the things that could go wrong. And all the things that already have. Where are we going to live? Whos going to work? How will we ever pull things back together?
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 02:50:19 +0000
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