Not interested in the, look at my big headed ego type of guy. You forget I just spent nearly two years with this incredible, I want to punch you in the throat, almost every day kind of guy. Its quite refreshing getting to know a very simple, somewhat shy but brutally honest guy. To tell you the truth, I would spend day after day wanting to know about this quite guy then to waste any more energy on, Im everyones guy! Good for you! You want a metal for the being the Asshole type of guy?! What is it with men and cheating? Not all men do it but a big percentage get off to, ooh look at me! A big stud. Sure, we meaning women, well let you believe that little lie. Hate to crush that ego! It takes a real man to make a woman feel special in a hundred little different ways, and not all men are up to par, but please, do what you want. That is obvious! Its a man that has a woman and feels the need to have more on the side, its you that take the innocence of love and vulnerability and turn something beautiful into something truly ugly and disgusting. You want to be single, then be single, but do not live both lives, because in the end it all becomes a dangerous and bittersweet lie. Someone always gets hurt, and its never you! Yes, I was cheated on by the one I cared the most about. I put my heart on the line and he came to destroy it over and over. I guess I never learned, until the day, I finally did! Before I leave someone confused. I didnt know that I had been cheated on until this September. In fact just a few days before my heart was crushed, he and I were smiling, talking and just being what I absolutely loved about us. But that love turned into something when almost two years of feelings came back rushing through me. Yep, the whole time we were together, I never knew! Its hard to swallow, even now I want to cry, and I know that I will. Im not hiding my love, my hate, or my pain! Now I am left writing our story. Its hard as hell, it hurts everyday but I wont walk away from my lifes work. These books, these poems. My beautiful thoughts, the writing, it does not just take up space, its everything and more, and its what I must face! ~Tera Davis
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 15:35:45 +0000