Not sure if I wanted to post this but I feel like I owe it to some people who have supported me I decided with my coach that I wasnt going to be ready for my show and had to pull out last week ( the 15th). I work my ass off and more but I struggle with my body complying to it. I have about 8 trillion emotions going on right now and want to express them but yet I dont want to at all. Its simple...Im out. Upmost respect for my trainers who literally are family to me. Thank you to anyone and everyone who believed in me I truly feel like I let so many people down but I also realize its not about anyone except myself I wanted my first Alberta show to be a show stopper and Im nowhere near that. Huge respect and love for everyone still battling on...you are all heros in my book. I am in this industry to mainly help others. Its drawn me back from my own success at times because i exhaust all my energy into other people, but its who I am and cant change it. So if ANYONE is struggling please message me. I will be your photographer, workout partner, crutch, supporter, slap you in the ass guy, anything you need to keep going because in the end all I wa t is to know other people have made it and are happy. Dumb as that may seem its just who Im programmed to be Good luck to everyone and mad love to you all.
Posted on: Tue, 20 May 2014 00:38:19 +0000