Not sure of the public response but for once Im openly speaking my thoughts. Hopefully it helps me and people close to me, to understand an accept past experience that we have had to deal with in our lives. Its only taken me 8 years to finally ditch the whole, I guess Embarrassment label or be under the belief that people judged this situation in so many different ways, that it becomes no other than discussion and opinion of each individual. Ive been there myself and blamed the situation on something else, rather than what it really is in so many cases. Some past thoughts that have entered my mind are things such as selfishness and being gutless years and tears later... not so much. There is something through everyones lives that rock the boat at some stage or another, not one persons experience is worse off than somebody elses.... Because through each ones eyes it all feels heartbreaking and hurts. If it be a loss of a family member or a friend, a breakup in a relationship, an accident or incident that has no understanding or a decision made by you that causes controversial opinion. At the end of the day who is anybody to judge another ones life... lets be honest! Im not going to say that what happened was by any means the right thing to do, because I dont! Wow it hurt many people in the process an potentially ruined some lives, but maybe Im understanding more about it than I used to. It is what it is an like Ive heard a million times, whatever hurts so much makes you stronger. I very rarely cry these days and Im not so sure if its because 8 years ago I cried all my tears in my body away, or its because I deal with things hopefully in a more rational manner than what I have in the past. Im now 30 years old and only just realising how young I was at just 22. If only we could read minds is one thing I do wish for. Depression and anxiety statistics are so unbelievable its heartbreaking. There are so many charities and so much help out there, dont not seek it or even just suggest it to others... I wish my Dad did thats for sure. There are so many men out there that feel they need to take on that tough, strong role... Because they are male.... Very silly way of thinking! If it be Men, women, teenagers or a child we are all allowed to show weakness and emotion at anytime in our lives, because thats living! Sadly Suicide is as common as it is, just lucky we have so many compaignes an fundraisers out there reducing it as much as possible. If only you could feel what others are feeling, read thoughts, feel pain, experience stress or understand worry through somebody elses eyes.... How different we all may treat others! Facial expressions, confident talking and body language can have anybody fooled! Sometimes you can wear a smile on your face so dam well, that non the wiser can detect any kind of sadness. Hug someone that little bit tighter, judge less, love more, understand others an live happy. Your Life is precious to so many people around you!
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 11:14:49 +0000
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