Nothing makes me sicker than knowing that I was right all along but looking back, I couldve stopped it from the very beginning. I wish I could go back and just erase all the false hope, the promises, the lies, and the bullshit. I wish I could go back and prevent all the pain and heartbreak and self-esteem-demolishing, agonizing damage. I wish I could fix it all, but in the end, I know its for the best, because I wouldnt have you if it werent for all of those things. But I cant help but feel my stomach flip itself inside out just knowing that Im not in control of the timeline. This isnt my world. I just live in it.
Posted on: Fri, 21 Nov 2014 05:03:46 +0000