Now, I understand why she takes, so many pictures, of me (as she did with, Mimi also). Shes documenting my progress, & so that people can see what happens to us, how our bodies change as this disease that is caused from the tainted treats made in China. I know the real reason, its not just that, its because some day she knows that all she will have left is pictures of us, our ashes in urns, our collars. She wont have the touch of our soft fur, or our velvet ears, our warm wet kisses, to see our wagging tails, or hear our voices, or the heat radiating out of our bodies, against her skin. I think she may even miss my farts...I know she misses puppy breath. I understand now...most of all she will not get our happy smiles as she returns home, even if it seems like an eternity, when she just walked out to get the mail. This has been a hard journey for both of us. She moved my bed next to hers so that I was close to her, since I can no longer get in the bed next to her. On a positive note, I heard her tell her Mom that Max, my apprentice, finally picked up on a cue all by himself the other day, when they were in WallyWorld. He was able to detect her anxiety level rising, and he leaned into her, to let her know, he was there & that everything was ok. I guess there is hope for Dingess yet...doesnt mean I want to leave her, but at least I know, she will be in good paws, when it is my time to return to God... Guess he knew what he was doing when he had those people dump Max on us three years ago, July 31, 2010. Goodnight all,
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 04:01:02 +0000
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