Now come this big matter. This happen on friday Nov1. WL so suddenly talk to me about wanting to get someone to come back. I instantly know she is saying you yana. She sounds so sure she can bring you back. I believe she already contacted you by now about that. I ask her how she contacted you she say through fb. But i know its not but by phone or messaging am i rite? Little did i know you 2 were in constant contact while ignoring me. I am quite dissapointed that you are still talking & listening in to her instead while i am ignored. Its ok yana dont worry as i say i understand your situation where you cant talk to me at all even if you miss me & want talk to me or see me. Whatever you do to me i wont be angry with you but always always saiyang you with all my heart. I told her you will never come back. Deep inside the reasons only we 2 know. I know yana you miss yw really want to come back be with me everyday. Yw miss you yana a lot too. But firstly i dont believe you will be allowed. Secondly after i wrote all my feelings out for you i dont believe you will ever come back already. You will be too shy to see me & that your status wont allow you. I know you are very shy shy with yw la. After i wrote so much mushy stuff of my feelings for you yana i dont believe you will have the courage or guts to see me already unless situation change. If you really can come back you would not have block me & contacted me already rite? You would not have avoided me on purpose to collect your stuff already rite? WL sounds so sure she say: Juxxxna will sure do it for me if i say only she sure will come back. She say until you 2 so so close. Like something on. I didt know you 2 so close ahhh & rather block me. Now i know why she want to chase you so much. She really thought you miss her & showed interest to be with her everyday. Little did she know she was being use by both of us. Aiyoh you are zhu ren you really make her like a fool. Just like me keep saying all the opposite stuff to her & adding her on fb just for you. Thats why she kept lying to me anything related to you as she feel i am a threat. She explain that she got cyst & maybe operation too & you will help. But i dont believe she wants you to come back part time just for that. I know she wants you to be with her everyday. She change word so fast. There was one stage you ignore her she was so damm angry & furious with you she then dump all your stuff inside the cupboard & told me to bring it down to you yana when you come back collect your stuff. But once you contacted her again she then lie to me so many thing like a fool & purposely make me dump my plastic bag of momentos inside the cupboard for at least a month like a stupid dumb dumb without knowing you came back. I just told her to help me bring it down is it so hard? I dont even need to see you. Yes yana i really really want you to come back & want to be with you everyday. But i have a lot of reservation. Firstly i dont like the way WL excecuted all this lies & plots to rid of the indian staff just to get someone she les likes to come back. Its very inhuman to do all these. Secondly, yana your health is weak & is sick so i dont know if its good for you or not. I really care deeply for you yana. Thirdly i am afraid i will be problem for your relation at home & family. I dont want yana to be sad everyday going back because of me. I want yana to be happy only. Fourthly i really wish to change my work sometime next year. I really wish to try something different & hope there is a boss that will appreciate my efforts & i can progress & maybe stand a hope for me & someone special. I also dont want to work in a place where there is a person or 2 who keep doing all these political stuff in office. I just wish for a happy honest place where i can progress. I am afraid i cant bear to leave you yana. Unless yana intentions is just here to help me cover for Joev so i can try new stuff. I promise Joev before i will help him here & train new staff before i change work. He was very nice to me since young & that is the only thing i can do in return. 5th reservation, I know of WL intentions & what she is thinking. I dont like it & i know she have special interest in someone special. She wont change & will does the same thing again in order to have you alone. I am afraid you will listen in to her bs & angry with me again. Most importantly, i prefer to be with you yana everyday elsewhere we 2 together without C prescence doing all these nonsense. I also prefer to be with you in a change of your situation not like this where we cant do anything at all & talk anything we want. Its will all be very unatural because of your status. If your status is different we be so naturally happy & do everything together very lovingly without limits & barriers. I can dote & saiyang you with all my heart without holding back & afraid of this & that already which i was always in the past with you. After all reservation i write, Yana its really true I STILL WISH TO BE WITH YOU. If yana you really want to come back, i will follow all your wishes. If you want barrier/distance i will do it & be very careful with you. If yana just want sit beside me & dont want me disturb you too sensitively i will follow it too. If yana want me go anywhere buy food for you during lunch time i will do it for you too. If yana dont want me look/stare at you so deeply like i use too i will close my eyes if i am talking to you. If yana you want me do anything for you i will sure do it without quarms for i really L you. Yana if you really want to come back i will still welcome you back very happily. I will do all i can for you without returns & just sit beside you everyday to make you smile & happy. I be very careful not to put you in trouble. I wont take advantage of you too unless your situation is different ah. If you situation is different i will kiss you everyday when C is not looking!! KK joking ok pls dont take it to heart. Yana i will really welcome you back. I am really not angry with you. In fact we can still be like last time but i be more cautious not to put you in trouble unless one day you decide to be with someone silly. About what i posted & yes i admit i dislike C after finding out so much stuff what she did. But i am really fine i can get over & forgive & take it as never happen before as long yana you are beside me. I can ignore everything & forgive forget. I am already trying now & i didt confront C at all nor rude to her. I am more forgiving easy going type of person i wont do the same as C. Me & her are ok now i didt dig out anything i found out to her. Also fact is the damage between C & Zah is already done & if a staff cant get along with supervisor C then there is no point in forcing her to stay anymore. It will bring more misery for Zah too. Its C future helper afterall not mine. I wont get involve whatever happens but continue help Zah well & see how it goes. Yana yw really welcome you back with all his heart. Yw will eat yana tofu all over saliva dripping everyday. Ehh joking ok...i really be cautious & just sit beside you help you joke with you yana make you happy without returns for i L you deeply.
Posted on: Sat, 02 Nov 2013 20:30:06 +0000
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