Now seeing what my mind is capable of, can you imagine what my music would sound like? 802. You 803. all 804. are 805. not 806. supposed to feel 807. the same way 808. My God, 809. you 810. all 811. are 812. not 813. made 814. to feel 815. the same way 816. odd 817. mental processes 818. it had taken hell to break their power 819. Im hanging / It was true what he had said: he was hanging hellfire 820. paying for others mistakes 821. hell 822. it seemed very unreal to me, out there 823. sorely disappointed 824. This whole thing was from the Twilight Zone. 825. Imagine the idiocy. 826. It’s a bad precedent 827. “My Red Rose Has Turned To White.” Red for life and white for death. 828. I’m down near the bottom somewhere, somewhere in the realm of poverty 829. Why 830. The point is to expose the plot. Once it’s exposed they’ll have to cancel it. Exposure is what they fear the most. 831. no-good bastards 832. that 833. associate exclusively with 834. no-good bastards 835. psychologically, like attracts like 836. They 837. must be out of 838. their 839. senses 840. or 841. maybe 842. some type of psychosis. 843. sick 844. people 845. of the western world 846. labeled 847. a loving, caring person 848. a troublesome person 849. That’s 850. sick 851. I’ve lived in a nightmare world 852. where 853. nobody can seem to accept the fact that 854. he has to live 855. an existential crisis 856. I fully intended to 857. get 858. out of this hell hole and live like a decent human being \ to go on like this was out of the question. 859. I don’t have anything \ I don’t have any money \ I don’t have much of an education \ I can’t get a job \ I can’t sell my writings 860. detachment 861. he has suffered until now 862. now 863. that 864. he has reached the distant shore 865. As the pain subsides, a healing tranquility takes its place. 866. what 867. prospects 868. lay in store 869. I do not know 870. I had escaped to a better world, and I fully intended to enjoy this world to the hilt 871. This is not a usual case 872. Let all this fuss die down 873. The Storm of Sarcastic Remarks and Cruel Actions 874. cruel delight 875. Let 876. the 877. no-good bastards 878. die 879. An amazing 880. person 881. is about to enter your 882. world 883. Welcome 884. him 885. heartily. 886. Playboy of the western world 887. the hipster-drifter (“a permanent transient”) 888. Some of the trips are hell, others ecstasy. 889. maybe you can help me 890. I 891. need your cooperation 892. It’s time you learned 893. an amazing truth 894. It’s time you learned to live. 895. You’re wasting yourself 896. You underestimate your 897. capacity 898. We’ll need your cooperation 899. live like a decent human being 900. Naturally, we’re happy you’re out 901. out of 902. that 903. hell hole 904. The modern hell-bent society. 905. It’s time you learned to live. You had enough rough days. 906. I had learned to polish my speech, my manners. 907. spend the money– in the wisest fashion 908. more 909. trips 910. He’d proved he could manage on his own, and that was a big achievement– maybe he should have run a long time ago. 911. I fully intended to 912. This will short-circuit some of your hang-ups as far as 913. women 914. is concerned 915. their 916. hang-ups 917. should 918. short-circuit some of 919. my 920. hang-ups 921. ones 922. like 923. having 924. a 925. baby mind 926. infantile emotions 927. “infantile” 928. Swallowed by the savage infantile emotions 929. and 930. a confused fashion 931. shattered 932. their 933. steadfast belief 934. they 935. had kept up 936. their 937. stance of forgetfulness 938. their 939. baby mind 940. stance of forgetfulness 941. All the mundane, directionless 942. women 943. I 944. just felt the time. All the mundane, directionless time
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