Now that I have some maturity to understand the things around, I realise the love and care that you always treated me with. I am sorry for all those times, when I disappointed you with my behavior. I love you my sister and promise to always shower you with respect, love and support.You are my teacher. You were the one to lend me my first books. You are the reason I fell in love with literature, and thus why I fell in love with writing. You are the reason for my dream. You gave me music. You sparked my love of art, beauty, life. You wanted me while I was a seed and this is why I have grown into this kind of plant. When I think of courage, I think of you. When I think of love, I think of you. When I think of respect, I think of you. You are a pioneer and you are so good at being the elder sister, I almost think you were born just to guide me. Maybe you don’t know what you’re doing when you do it. Maybe it’s innate. But you will never be the one to pull me back up when I have fallen low, because you know that’s not how I learn. You don’t believe in the easy way out. You choose the hard road, the long road. But you will always be standing there waiting with both hands outstretched when I have found my own way. If you were sentimental enough, I would say this to your face. I would hug you because even though I’ve caught up to you in height, you still make me feel like a little girl. But you believe in practicality over metaphor. You would not have the patience for me to tell you this in person, nor the time. So I’ll say this quietly and so softly you might never hear it because I hope you already know. I’ll say it in the way I worry for you when you haven’t been in contact for a while. I’ll say it at night when I whisper your blessings into darkness that swallows up my words. I’ll say nothing at all because there’s nothing left when you try. YOU did apologize when I was hurt You taught me about punishments and you taught me about just reward. You made me popcorn when I angry myself falling off and you never asked me for anything back because you gave me everything unconditionally which is love.. Thank you for being in my life I feel Im most luck sister to have a sister like you.. With love Happy birthday di and thank you for let me being in your life. ..
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 18:23:37 +0000