Now that I’m finally done with my MS, you left without even explaining things to me. I’m alone, blind and hurt of the mistake you have committed. Just this year I felt things aren’t right with us, yet you assure me and make me believe everything was ok when I was with you last May and even up to present. I was surprised, you caught me off guard. Right from the start I have always asked you to be honest with me. It may be painful but at least I know I’m not living in lies and pretentions. I gave you my trust. You asked me not to curse you. You said, your life now is damned. But I do believe in karma and the golden rule. Someday, you and that woman will feel all the pain you’ve both inflicted not only to me but also to the people who have been with our journey together. Every time I’m missing you, you keep on telling me to be strong and to hold on to our promises. And now you’re gone. I have faults too but I don’t think I deserve this. But despite all these, I want you to succeed in what you do, the dreams we have envisioned together. It may not be the best, but far better than what you have in the past. I don’t want you down, coz I’ve already seen you in that state. I still want you to continue to be the man I have loved and knew: responsible, loving, caring, generous, patient and with a positive outlook in life, the man I have known for 8 yrs and a boyfriend and best friend for 7yrs & 8mos. I don’t want to hate you. I want to believe and continue to remember the goodness you have because what you did may erase all the good you have done to someone else’s eyes. I pray that someday, I will heal and move on. And when I look back, there will be no more tears but smiles.
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 02:29:00 +0000
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