OK...another instalment of my thoughts. Im seeing Dr K again on Tuesday. I so want to be honest with him, but as usual, I am already formulating excuses in my mind. Excuses that I am sure Dr K sees through. In general, Im travelling OK, but Im not really happy with myself, and who I am at this point in time. Im drinking too much, Im fat, Ive got high blood pressure, my face is puffy, I desperately need a hair cut/colour,Im not looking after my personal hygiene, Im eating crap, Im breathless on exertion , Im coughing all night, I need to give up smoking!!! Its been 6 years since I had my meltdown. The roller coaster continues.much of the time, I have a brave face, but the black dog lies, ever waiting to convince me that he is the boss of my emotions. Robin Willams death, was a timely reminder of this fact! At this point in time, I cannot contemplate the same demise. Nearly losing my life in 2010, I want to fight suicide! I want to scream out to others, DONT DO IT, DONT GO THERE! This post is very personal. But meant to encourage others, to understand the depths of depression. You can embrace, or ignore. ❤️xx
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 08:35:07 +0000
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