OK, so I just worked out Im not a Super Hero! Not easy to admit, but Ive just had is few tears here in my little room. These boobies are like foreign objects that have no sensation and I cant stand up properly as the skin is a bit too tight. Also worried about my poor hubby who is not coping with the whole thing very well, and just needs a hug, but Im too far away. So just a little melt down, but Im allowing myself that privilege. We always think we are invincible, but I guess occasionally we are put to the test and have to look at the whole thing, and know that these bodies house our souls, so we actually need to take a bit better care of them. And for some of us, that means resting when we are tired instead of ploughing through. I know that I havent had much sleep with hourly observations for the first 2 nights, but tonight Im going to sleep and recharge the batteries, and just rest while Im in hospital and let my body do what it knows how to do...heal! Thank God I have my good friends and thank God I have my Reiki which has been keeping this pain under wraps. So now you know, Im just like everyone else. A Sooky-La-La that can see the value in release, and appreciate that its all a part of the journey! Thank you to everyone who has sent me all those kind words and private messages. I havent been able to answer all of them, but I do read them, and as a matter of a fact, you are probably responsible for my blubbering! Thanks my friends, love you all xo❤️❤️❤️
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 08:14:48 +0000
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