OMG OMG, OMG!!!!!!! I JUST WOKE UP!! 7 HRS- NO INTERRUPTIONS, NIGHTMARES ...( PEE BREAKS..LOL ) NOTHING!! IM ACTUALLY CRYING, IM SO HAPPY!...& NO ANXIOUS STOMACH!! FIRST TIME SINCE 9•20•04, ( DAY OF NECK FUSION & TITANIUM IMPLANT ), I HAVE SLEPT MORE THAN 1-1/2 HR +/- straight and in REM SLEEP TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL, AND THOSE WHOVE HELPED ME ON MY ROLLERCOASTER RIDE OF COMING ON 10 YRS, even those who just listen, because they TRULY care, or can understand - THANK YOU~ THIS IS HUGE! I AM TRULY CRYING IM SO HAPPY, & I AWOKR W/ NOOOOOOO PAIN!! ( I understand that will come back, but OMG, OMG, OMG!!! ) Sorry, but I have a theory, and my next call is to my Daddy!♥ As many as you know, we had a tragic loss, this Thanksgiving 20 years ago+-, the loss of my 34 year old brother Kenny. It rocked our world and has never stopped!. *A few years back I bought some lawn ornaments, that were dragonflies on a stick that you just stick into your garden, or decoration in the front of your home. I purchased one for each siblings and my fathers home. With all the craziness in having a spare room. Full of things I want to redecorate with, they were in a box way in the back corner. Seeing that we began to redecorate the front of our home with new trees and mulch, and I was ready to spike them in to the ground, I managed to get the box out last night and bring in my bedroom directly in my view when I lay my head on my pillow. One is sticking out of the box looking right at me, even right now as I lay here and make this entry. Yes, the dragonflies are our families symbol that my brother Kennys soul is with us. Its a long story but this was long enough Ill share that another day, yet many of my extended family already know the story. I truly. truly believe, that bringing the box holding them into our master bedroom and setting it directly across from my pillow, which at that time I did not even think of, and was at about midnight last night, I now believe his dragonflies here and looked over me all night, as I have his cross, as well as Ernies mothers rosaries above our bed. This one particular dragonfly appears to be staring right at me as my head lay on my pillow. I cannot help but believe in my heart of hearts, that by moving these into this bedroom my heart, my soul. my loving big brother, Kenny ( Anderson } may He rest in peace ) was actually looking over me last night and just let me sleep!! Needless to say this one particular yard ornament is staying in my bedroom! Call it divine intervention, call it exhaustion, call it whatever YOU WANT, I know what I feel, and I feel he was here with me last night and allowed me to sleep! Im even still tired so Im going back to sleep! I love you all and I hope that you can understand what these meanings are, if you know and think its a crock well thats on you, not me..Im at peace today! HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY EVERYONE ~ I KNOW I WILL ♥
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 12:37:22 +0000
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