ONE LIE TOO MANY PART 16 Everything was going so good, we would see each other every single day after work, talk about our days and go out a few times, i was soooo happy and he was just perfect for me.... atleast i thought he was. It was the morning of my learners test for my drivers license, ive been driving around for about 5 years without a license and thought i may as well get it over and done with, was getting sick of hearing mum and dad go off at me for not having one lol... Hes had my phone for about a week seeing as my sim card had broken in half... after the test he picked me up from home and made our way to the mall, thought ill just buy a new sim. He was quiet for some reason, after the mall i couldnt help but notice that seem distracted abit so i asked him Me: Is everything ok? Taylor: Yeah everythings fine, whys that ? (smiling) Me: Aw you just seemed abit distracted and ur hardly talking to me, did i do something wrong? Taylor: Eh!!! e gofogofo faimai le ga kala soiaia ke masalosalo (u sit there quietly then turn around and say that, stop over analysing things) Me: aaaahhhh i just wanted to know if you were ok, is it wrong of me to ask? Taylor: im fine, nothings wrong Me: k Taylor continues to watch TV in my room while i go into my brothers room to get my charger and check on my nephew... i dont know why he was angry for i just ignored it and gave him space... My phone switched on and the first thing i logged into was Facebook lol I notices facebook was already logged on, i notice it was on private mail and thought aye this isnt my page. Its logged onto private messages, The messages i saw next broke my heart into a million pieces and thinking to myself sh*t i knew this was too good to be true The messages i found were messages sent back and fourth to 3 different girls them calling him babe and hun... I went through it and tried to find dates of when it all started, i couldnt hold back my tears... One message saying i had fun lastnight babe i cant wait to see u again last sent 2 hours ago. explained why he had to rush home early that night... Another from the same girl I miss u baby, hurry up and jump on last sent yesterday at 6pm And another going back to 3 months saying Hey handsome, when we going to have another skype session? I was soooo angry, i calmed myself down for abit before walking into my room where he lay and watched TV.. Me: What u doing? Taylor: What does it look like? Me: (Trying so hard not to cry or hit him in the face) K couldve said it in a nicer way, didnt have to be an ass about it! the heck is your problem? Taylor: The problem is u asking stupid questions Me: How am i asking u stupid questions? u barely spoke to me today!! is there something i need to tell me? cause now is the time (getting real frustrated now) Taylor: What makes u think that? cant i just have my space? Me: sh*t i dont know why u even bothered to come over today if your just going to be a d*ck. By the way (throwing him my phone) you got a message from Savannah on Facebook asking for u, Guess your dum enough to leave yourself logged on. Just as i threw him the phone my dad called me from his room. I walked out not wanting to look at Taylor. Dad: o lea ea le mea ke lua pisa iai? (why are u two arguing) Me: Its nothing dad we were just talking (putting on a brave face) Dad: Ia kuukuu i lalo le lua leo o lea kau faamoe le kama (lower your voices im trying to put baby to sleep) Me: ia sorry dad. Taylor stayed in the room while i went outside on the porch to have abit of a cry and just get some fresh air. man i was i angry, first he had the balls to speak to me like i was some sort of idiot then i gave him the chance to tell me if he had something to say but noooo he lied... An hour later i had to get my stuff ready as i was meeting a few of my girls for a catch up and shopping for her birthday coming up this Saturday. I was hoping he just leave so i wouldnt have to look at him or even deal with his sh*t right now. I took a deep breath and walked in avoiding all eye contact. i quickly got my wallet, bag and as i was headed to leave the room again i figured i needed my phone also. As i reached for my phone he grabbed me and just hugged me, he wouldnt let go... I tried with all my power to push him off but he was just too dam strong, i went for my phone when he lifted me up to face him. Me: I dont wanna look at u right now, i f*cken trusted u! u know what ive been through and yet you went ahead a did it anyway thinking u wont get caught! Ur a piece of Sh*t, GET OUT OF MY WAY! Taylor: She doesnt mean anything to me, its just all a game, i dont know why your even angry for Me: Are u f*cking kidding me? a game? so us and meeting my family is part of your game is it? I thought u were different, but your just like everyone else!!! Taylor: babe! (down on his knees with his arms wrapped around my waist) im sorry for talking to u the way i did, i love u and i dont wanna lose u (tears) Me: (broke down in tears) how could u? now i cant trust u!! youve hurt me so much, move outta my way i need to leave! Taylor: where u going? please babe im sorry. it just happened, look ill delete everything and tell her to piss off, please baby please dont do this to me, your the best thing thats ever happened to me, please babe please forgive me (sobbing) Me: you did it to urself!!!! I dropped everything in my hand and just cried and cried and cried while hes crying a river right next to me not letting me go, he wouldnt move away from the door or let go of my waist. We sat and talked for abit, I wasnt paying any attention at all, i just wanted to get outta the house. Next thing i know he got up held my hand gave me a hug again Taylor: i never wanna see u cry like that again and it pains me cause i was the cause of it. Me: yea Taylor: (grabbing my hand) lets go drop u off. (txting my girl Fay letting her know i was getting dropped of to work, u see we work together and ill wait till her and one of the other girls Bernie finished work) Me: Yea, take me to work Taylor: (kissing me on the lips) i love u Nara Me: Yea With my puffy eyes looking outside the window avoiding eve contact, I tried my best to make it look like i was paying attention to what he was talking about but really i just wanted to get away from him. He talked all the way to there. As we arrived i quickly gathered my things together and tried getting outta the car before he pulls me in again for a kiss... Too late he grabed me, looked into my eyes and said once again Taylor: Babe I love u and i dont want to lose u EVER! your the best thing thats ever happened to me. Baby please forgive me! (he tried to kiss me but i gave him my cheek) Me: yea, i gotta go Taylor: ok i love u babe Me: Yea ok I didnt mean to be a b*tch but i was upset and just needed to get away from him.
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 11:00:00 +0000
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