Of all the days you forget to pray in your group, fell asleep because youre so exhausted from the heat of the day. And yet something keeps urging you to, Wake up, Gloria. Adlaide Joseph you told me please do not tell you what you read on DNO is true. That you are trembling. Then I see Ceez Paul > Gloria McLawrence. I am stilled! Messages and messages of condolences without a mention of whom it is I lossed. My heart, mind,body all goes into a dreadful stop mode and my whole function ceases. I cannot cry. Instead my body sends spasms from my heart that comes out like chicken bumps but the chill is so so so uncannily cold. How do you wake up at 00:37AM to such news? I didnt want to read. Fear wouldnt let me read. Why has no one in my family called me? This isnt true! My mum? Ahwah...dead?.... Confused.... No call???from family???? Chills... DNO???? Whom to call first? I,I, I feared calling my mums number to have it ring unceasingly or worst yet to hear a ton of people telling me the worse news ever. To find out its Marilyne is, disbelief, the strangest feeling in the world. Who?! Why?! For what reason?! Father, into your hands I place her soul. She was the epitome of a happy woman. Nothing could make her stay vex with anyone long. She had a good heart. Please Lord, strengthen the hearts of my brother Wayne and his daughters and son, my nieces Whitney, Selena and SaraLee and my nephew Marcus. God! Theyve lost the best thing in the world to them, his wife, their mom, their best friend! I dont know what to ask you for for them Father, but I trust in you. I trust in your healing comfort. I place them into your loving hands because Only You, Father, can take the best care of their very very very tender hearts at this moment. I will simply ask all to join in prayers for a very beloved to all Marilyne and her dear family shes left behind. As unbelievable as this news is, we must seek The Lord on her behalf and those of her family. Its 2:09AM. My eyes are clogging up. Please also pray for the forgiveness to the person who did this. The glands on the side of my mouth is spilling out a bitter taste of pain. Rest in peace Marilyne. Gloriiii as you called me. 2:43AM. Its like I cant post the above. Im still awaiting some sort of news denying this is so. But it is so. God. Wayne and the children!!!!!!!! Bless their hearts. Instill a calming, peaceful silence. Strength for Wayne as he shields the hearts of his kids!!! Father. Can tears wash this away? Wow. 2:50AM. Divine Mercy, for the sake of his sorrowful passion. Have mercy on us and on the whole world. Whos next?
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 07:09:53 +0000
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