Oh my gosh my sweet brown eyed Angel. Mom could really use some love from you right now!! I just miss you so much! I was on my iPad and there was your beautiful smiling face looking back at me. Brown eyes sparkling and full on smile just looking at me so full of love. Its the picture of you that you took the day I got my iPad and you set it as my screen saver. I never changed it nor do I plan on it now. I just looked at that face and lost it. Your Dad just looks at me with so much sadness in his own eyes and just kept saying I know baby and Im so sorry! Thats all we know to say to each other. I cry, he cries,Devon cries and so on and so forth. Its a vicious never ending cycle. I got asked the other day if I was feeling better!!!! Wth!! I dont have a fever or a cold I lost my baby!!! No!!!!!!!!!! Im not feeling better! Geesh! We are trying to cope and failing at it!! I just want you back! I know that selfish and impossible but the heart wants what the heart wants! Yes Im feeling sorry for us again but dang what else can I feel? Im so sorry this happened to you. I know you were planning on living a very long life and we were planning on you doing just that. So much for plans huh? I love and miss you to Heaven and back. Love Mom
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 02:33:47 +0000
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