Ok, I just feel it imperative to write this post. This is especially for my close friends. I know I have been somewhat of recluse, distant and seemingly avoiding hanging out or doing things. Normally I would say who gives a shit, but I have been feeling guilty and therefore this is a courtesy to my lovelies. Here are the reasons why: *As of right now Im working two jobs, I basically am working from 10am - around 8pm EVERYDAY. Mostly I just want to crawl in bed at the end of the day and be lazy. * For those of you that are not aware I suffer from a few medical conditions that can make it at times a struggle to even stay awake let alone even think about going out and doing anything. And on a good day its sometimes a struggle against my own mind and body. * My family rarely sees me, so if you see me even at least once a week, you should feel pretty damn special...I havent even seen my best friend since New Years Day...and before that I hadnt seen her in a couple weeks so if she can be alright with that you should too... * I feel really guilty about being so busy and not having a ton of energy so please dont make me feel worse than I already do. * The worst thing you can do is not even ask whats going on and assume that Im just ignoring you. I dont do well with nagging and I will shut down and not hang out with you, not because Im busy but because your being pushy. Im a free bird baby so dont try and control me. * Im taking a break from my car until I get paid so I can change my break pads ( therefore Im tight on funds, very tight and the past couple weeks with rent and bills due I was very stressed and stress makes me have flare ups) * I do not appreciate nor will I tolerate people who make me feel guilty without knowing my situation or even asking or try and make me feel controlled. I will respond like a caged animal and bite... Lastly, things will slow down, just please bear with me the next few weeks as things are starting to iron out and once next month hits I will be back to my normal self. A lot of things have changed in my life for the better but still require adjusting into a new routine. I just wanted people to know its nothing personal so dont take it that way. :) - Amu
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 06:29:56 +0000
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