Ok I need some advice. Im 29 years years old. I have no family and never have due to the fact that I was the affair baby. Honestly my dad lives 3 miles down from me and Ive never had even a simple conversation with him or any other family member including siblings for that matter. I work 5pm-5am in a steel plant 6 days a week and I have an amazing 7 year old son which whom I would die for if need be. My issue is this. Ive lived alone for 90% of my life and growing up was well pretty sad but nonetheless. Im tired. I cant seem to get anything right due to always dwelling on the fact that there is absolutely nobody to talk to or do something as simple as eat dinner with. I mean yeah I can easily go down to the local bar to chat if need be but what kind of life is that anyway? My question is how do I fix the depression phase of accepting the fact that Im most likely not ever going to have a cousin, aunt, uncle, mom, dad etc to be around. Im tired 99% of every day, my chest kills me most of the time and working 80+ hours a week seems like such a waste of time when theres nobody other than myself to enjoy it. Ive been single for 4 years which is an issue sometimes too. Maybe Im whining but Im ready for ideas. I dont want the next 30 years to be this rough.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 01:00:05 +0000
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