Ok day one!!!. of a 13 day letting go experiment. Can I come to reality. Can I stop calling and texting and obsessing over someone who refuses to treat me properly. Who lies to me and uses me and takes advantage of my kindness. Who chooses to turn their back on God and will not even pray and chooses to be selfish and manipulative. Why do I keep falling for it?? Why do I believe things will change. From today as hard as it will be, I will let go and learn to love my self 1st and I will let God in entirely. This is my plan. I dont need any false obsession and hope to keep me a float. I can stand alone with God and my children in my life and that will be enough for me. I pray that I may let go of this crazy addiction that I have to this sick person and move on into a more healthy place for me.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 13:49:19 +0000
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