Ok, so here is my post today. This day, 9/11, sucked. Last year it trapped me in a haze but this year it grabbed me by my spirit. This is the second year of my Dearest Mom not being here. Cancer.... that all encompassing disease that kills its host slowly, with warning, giving pain, and causing fear. I have spent years, literally years, studying the writings of Christianity using various Lexicons and many a Chaldean to be sure of the meaning(s) of the words written and/or copied by the authors. What I have absorbed from the New Testament is a God full of Grace, Forgiveness, and freedom from the Laws of Sin and Death of the Old Testament. .....and again, Ive lost interest in finishing my thoughts on here. Today, my brother and sister (Shawnee and David) went to a restaurant, that for no real understanding, our Mom took us to a few months before she died. She had lost the ability to eat normal food(s) but attempted a bowl of Miso soup which she seemed to have enjoyed. Mom treated us to a meal which is just like her cooking many of her familys favorite dishes at home when she herself was unable to eat. David, Shawnee, and I sat at the same table and ordered our food. We asked for 4 glasses of water even tho there were only 3 of us. A glass sat in the same place our Mom had sat at the previous meal we had shared all together. At the end of the meal we took the glass of water that had sat there untouched and poured a bit into each of our glasses, mentioned our Mom, and drank a bit of the water served for our missing loved Mom. Momma.......know that you are missed and ALWAYS loved. Thank you DB and Shawnee for sharing today together. Sure do love you two.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 07:13:28 +0000
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