Ok so this is exactly how I feel..for so long I have held back what is actually going on in my mind living with this awful invisible illness, so here it goes....The worst part about living with crohns isnt just the pain (although there is no pain like it) but, its the emotional pain..you reach a point where you cant hold back the tears any longer and suddenly your breaking down 😢 you think you can escape the emotional torture but there is no escape..we learn to tolerate the physical pain..you have to..but there is an emotional burden that makes you feel like your head is being pushed under water and your fighting to reach the surface. How can you fight an emotional suffocation when the source of it is never going to go away? 😢 Having crohns is like being stuck in the eternal clutch of the unknown. Any day anything could go wrong, or more wrong than it already is..its so hard not to feel ANXIOUS, DEPRESSED or completely LOST..when all you have is a big ? Hanging above your head! There is one thing a crohnie holds on to and that is HOPE..hope that one day things will get better, hope that one day youll get a glimpse of a normal life again!...sometimes Im not always STRONG! Please dont think because I put a smile on or say Im fine that it actually means Im ok, its just easier than explaining exactly how I feel..but now you no some part of how I feel....Thank you for reading 😊 HOPE FOR A CURE 💜
Posted on: Sat, 15 Nov 2014 22:14:43 +0000
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