Okay Im 15 years old and everybody always says how teenage years are supose to be your best years of your life and its when you should have fun with friends and go to parties... Well Im the opposite. I can never be bothered to meet up with my friends and dont really like it! Its not that I dont like my friends...I get on with them really well. But I see them everyday at school and tbh Id rather sit indoors on my iPod and tv then having to go out. I also hate sleepovers. I just feel really uncomfortable in someone elses house also when ever someones at mine! I also kind of have OCD about using other peoples cutlery and I dont like eating anybody elses food apart from the food me and my family make and in restaurants. So I force myself to eat food or else I feel rude. Also Im really shy and dont like talking to new people. I get so stressed out about school and friendships and it makes me really depressed which is one of the reasons I prefer to be alone in my spare time. I also have low self asteem so I dont like to go out because I always feel like Im being judged and people are looking at me an thinking rude things, even when there not. I have really bad anxiety over it. Also because Im really shy, Im a bit of a pushover so whenever my friends ask to stay round at my house or invites me to go out with them I have to say yes or else I feel rude. Is this hormonal or will I stay the same? I just feel that life for me will be so much better once I leave home, finish school and start university SORRY ITS LONG AND I EXPLAINED MYSELF TO BE REALLY WEIRD BUT I PROMISE IM NOT THAT WEIRD IN REAL LIFE :)
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 23:09:26 +0000
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