Okay Ive been working up the nerve to tell my story even its been almost 5 years its still fresh. On April 6, 2009 my fiance, our son and myself went fishing so I could walk and dilate some more, I was 39 1/2 weeks pregnant and we were completely ready for our second son to enter the world in a couple days. I could feel that Something wasnt right, my son wasnt moving in my belly so I called my doctor and told his nurse what was going on, she talked to my doctor and he told me to get to the hospital now, my fiance got all our stuff together and I called my mom and she tried calming me down.. it didnt work. We drop out son off and head to the hospital, they rush me into a room to hook me up to the heart monitor, I could see in the nurses face that something was wrong, I started to panic. They sent me to ultra sound and she looked and looked and looked at me with NO emotion said hes gone I couldnt control it I sat up and threw up and screamed. Got back to the first room and called my mom in panic and heart break. I knew in my heart I needed people around me and so did my fiance. I called my family and close friends. The rest of the day was a blur, I refused to deliver without my Dr bring there I wanted someone I knew my fiance, mom, sisters, dad and close friends stayed by my side most of the day and night. The next day April 7th 2009 they started my delivery because my Dr was on his way.. I couldnt grasp what was going on I felt like I was stuck in a nightmare. I gave birth to my son Patrick Wayne Braswell Jr he was 6lbs 4oz he was absolutely beautiful but my world was shattered and I didnt kno what to do. I still dont kno how to cope with it. I think because they have NO IDEA why he passed away its why I dont have closure and why its still so hard. Thank you for sharing my story.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Jan 2014 12:15:39 +0000
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