:: Okay. This is completely unwarranted, but Im going to let you guys inside my head for a second...and subsequently my heart. The reason I cant really get into any kind of real relationship with anyone is because my past experiences have reshaped and redefined me as a human being. Ive had a good bit of bad experiences dealing with women...like having them borrow money from me and then cursing me out and blocking me the next day or even telling me how much they want to see me, but then ignoring my text when I ask them if they want to hang out. Its become almost impossible for me to take them seriously anymore...even the ones that I know deep down are genuine individuals who probably mean me no harm. Its a sadness I chose. This example is a bit heavy, but substantiates my point none-the-less. A girl who gets raped is NEVER going to be able to walk down an alley without looking behind herself every few minutes to make sure nobody is coming after her...it doesnt matter how many good guys shes encountered since the incident. Shes been reshaped and redefined. Her mindset and behavior is permanently changed for her own protection. Obviously my situation is a lot less serious than the aforementioned rape and strictly on an emotional level, but its the same thing to a degree...I honestly dont know how to open myself up or trust females anymore. Its too hard...and at least now I wont ever have to worry about waiting for an hour on my date to meet up with me...only to have them send me a text the next morning saying, Oh sorry, I forgot. Thats why I keep it short, sweet and simple with my female companions nowadays. Everybody wins. Everybody is happy. [P.S.] If anyone took offense to the part about rape, its because youre the type of person who looks for things to get offended by...and you should probably go play in traffic.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 16:32:03 +0000
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