Okay, hardcore stuff. I need to make friends right? Then how come every freaking time..they end up being just like the others? You dont know? Me either. I cannot fathom with people, they say stupid things like I love you Trust me but in reality theyre so washed up on stupid stuff that they cant take the time to be true to their word. Then I go home and spend every depressing day alone Monday through Sunday, then it repeats its self. I hate making friends. Dont get me wrong I care for my hospital people but the others..I just cant. Alot of people like me would understand seeking safety in others, even if its a stranger. Family dont count..soon Im gonna have to go out and see alot more people, my family cant follow me to work and sit there making sure everything is alright. I have to do that, which is why I am trying to get over my problems and push them aside but honestly its like Im doing it by myself now because everyone is so busy and I cant always say Hi I need to talk I just cant with people anymore. I am done talking with people cause its like why bother you know? I dont write in a diary cause it doesnt work. If I have to cut everyone off I would in a heartbeat I would but I cant. I try to be a good but I cant when everyone is in my way and Im in theirs. I can;t write songs cause I have writers block again, but when I do everyone is popping up and just ugh...so sick of this..
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 02:03:47 +0000
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