Okay there have been a lot of posts about how selfish suicide is. This is a public post because nope. Its not. Suicide is hardly selfish. It is about pain. Pain that you think is never ending, there is no hope of improving. It is a desperate thing where you feel trapped and of course hopeless because there is nothing but the pain. The cause doesnt matter, posts like this shame people into silence depriving them of a chance at easing their pain. You want evidence? Look at the people who want to die for assisted suicide and medical reasons. Sometimes there literally is no end or help to the pain. I live there. Somedays I consider killing myself because an eternity of pain is depressing, I want to just live. I want to go do things not have to pick between eating and crying. Most of the time people who want to die and are disabled are not having needs met. Sometimes there is no way to meet the need. You grieve. When someone dies. Anger is a natural part of that. Dont push more people into NOT getting help because you think this is a shameful or bad thing. You grieve. You reach out. Dont bite, burn, harm. Love. Its hard. It is also doable. I think about killing myself three tosix times a day. Most of the time my pain meds dull that voice but sometimes its no enough. I know I CAN get help with i but there is also not a lot that can be done. Am I going to kill myself? No. I am determined to beat my brain on that. if I ever turn out to be wrong there, imagine just how desperate I felt in that moment. This is not a moment for pity. it is not a moment for fear. Suicide is no betrayal. It is the end of pain. There are often other ways and the moments pass but they are thee.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 06:10:12 +0000
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