Omg it 5:15am woke up with weird feelings and thoughts of my ex that I left a year ago. It was about Christmas and weird mixed stuff. I grabbed my phone to read fb and a friend reposted to leave or try harder. Makes me think if i stayed what would my life be: I would be fighting with him at least once a day or just walking in egg shells. Listen over and over how I am running business wrong and to give him control. Would have to still be weighting in every Friday night and listen to his reason of why I didnt lose weight if numbers didnt change. UCleaning the house plus have a maid so that his white glove check on Friday would make al least that a good night. Having wine every Friday / Saturday nights by the water with friends; I never worried about money because their where two incomes; hmm wont be able to be with my friends from childhood ( they werent good enough): I wont be pregnant ( even though I will be doing it 100% on my own wont change it) I wouldnt be as nice as I am now; I try now before live negative become mean and negative. I would riding motorcycle all weekends with my friends (miss that). Wow I could keep going; so stay or try harder -- it when you decide what you want! My choose was made after I went to help a childhood friend move and got yelled at over the phone for the whole time I was gone because I wasnt home. Cleaning, cooking, playing with my animals, working the garden or anything but be where I was! Anyway good morning -- lol now that I vented !
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 10:38:04 +0000
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