Omg this book.., this beautiful tragic story... I can relate to this waaay more than I wish I was able to. The heroin diaries:the life of a shattered rockstar by Nikki sixx. The way he defines the terms heroin and psychosis... Yep. Totally. And the part when he said it was Christmas and he found himself all alone, naked with a gun... And thats when he realized yeah.... Something has to change Ive been in that place Nikki, thank you for sharing your story with all of us. Youve touched my heart and I will make it a point to try and meet u in person one day just to give you a hug and say thank you to your face. Even the title the life of a shattered rockstar suits me. I may not be a rockstar by occupation, but Im a fkn rockstar by my lifestyle and my way of thinking. So For me its more like the life of a shattered metal queen... Lol Very few of you know that Im actually writing my own book about my life experiences and how its molded my way of thinking, all the pain its caused to not just myself but all of those that love me, and most of all, how I coped and overcame certain very traumatic events that I wouldnt wish on any other young girl-young woman. Its not going to be done for a few more years and since I Obviously still have not been able to cope with a few things maybe it will take even longer. And the theme song... Life is beautiful... Some days I play nothing but that one song from the time I wake up until I fall asleep... If I can even fkn fall asleep. Those lyrics alone have stopped me from doing some very very terrible things. Again, Nikki sixx... Thank you And for any of you who have or are currently struggling, or even feel like youre losing your battle against drug addiction and severe depression.. I highly recommend reading the book or at least listening to the song. It always helps me and Im sure many of you can find the same sort of comfort from it. ************************************* You cant quit until you try You cant live until you die You cant learn to tell the truth until youve learned to lie You cant breath until you choke Youve got to laugh when youre the joke Theres nothing like a funeral To make you feel ALIVE Just open your eyes Just open your eyes and see that Life is beautiful Will you swear on your life That no one will cry at my funeral? I know things that you dont Ive done things that you wont Theres nothing like a trail of blood To find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel ALIVE Just open your eyes Just open your eyes and see that Life is beautiful Will you swear on your life That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive just open your eyes just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful Because when you finally lost it all thats when you truly realize, that life, is beautiful Have a great day guys!
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 13:34:26 +0000
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