Omgosh, so I am just gonna come out and say it.. Prayer works! There is a God and Jesus Christ who love us! Yesterday I went through feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, anger, frustration, sadness, disappointment, judgement, blame, embarrassment.. all in a matter of minutes.. and it was all towards an innocent 11 year old boy who I would give my life for! They say your kids will do things that surprise you, I am here to say that statement is true... It took the wind out of my sails.. so much so that I was grateful my boy had a place to be yesterday after school because I was on fire with anger and wanted to immediately fix what went wrong..without preparedness, by impulse, judgement, punishment.. all WRONG ways to fix anything. (sorry if this is so cryptic) The only thing I knew to do was to pray. I prayed my heart and soul out, asking for help to be understanding, compassionate, loving, kind in my words, a teacher to my son, with the courage, strength, wisdom, and ability to fulfill whatever was needed to help my son. God is good and I know without a doubt I would have handled this situation completely wrong, without him. After my prayer I felt nothing but peace and calmness. Jesus Christ is just waiting for us to come to him, he has felt it all, and he can take away any sorrow or burden you give to him. I cannot fathom my life without God and Jesus Christ. I lived 20 years without them being first in my life.. no wonder I was a lost soul!! I am so so grateful for my relationship with them.. I could not parent my son without them.. they promised me in a special blessing that I would be given the wisdom and wherewithal to teach my son, to help him through all challenges, they are obligated to those promises, as long as I do my part.. I will always do my part.. I need them, now more than ever as Mikey Hutchins grows into a young man, I need them. My testimony is immovable, that the power of prayer is real, that prayers are heard and answered, that God lives and Jesus Christ lives and that they want to help us, they want to carry us through troubled times, they wait patiently with mercy and love, unconditional love for us to come unto them. I am humbled by this power that is mine, at my choice and at my humility to get on my knees and ask for it. #SharetheGoodness
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 12:37:28 +0000
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