On 11-26-99 when I was just 13 years old (only chilid) I moved in with my Dad who was not a Jehovahs Witness and who desperately tried to undo the brainwashing that had already set into my unbaptized publisher mind. My father tried to give me holidays and birthdays in which my mother responded with throwing my Holiday presents away when I would come home from visitation back to living with my Jehovahs Witness mother which was my version of Hell. I finally decided I had enough of her emotional and verbal and physical abuse and moved into Dads house, which always left me feeling guilty and torn and upset, most of the time with my stress manifesting itself physically in my health and body. I was put on Prozac because I was always flying off the handle and emotional because of the double life and most of it being a Jehovahs Witness. This is the letter my mother sent to me after I told her I was never speaking to her again and that if I ever had kids I would tell her that their grandmother is dead. Well the reason I was on Prozac at 13 and having emotional issues is made all too clear in this letter. I do not parade this letter around, its been locked up in a box for years and every few years or so I take it out to remind myself of WHY this is NOT my fault, that I AM a good person, I just have a Mother that is brainwashed enough to threaten her little girl with death by the hand of God and berating speach. A mother who 15 years after this letter has the same calloused, cold-hearted demeanor and hurtful speech. I know I am not the only one but please anyone reading this know that a lot of JW children are emotionally and verbally abused like this because it is what they are told is the right way to raise their children. And please please stay away from this hurtful cult. It is beyond damaging to children.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 04:23:08 +0000
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