On Sunday, I was driving home from Texas to watch Amy and Haylie barrel race their new horse for the first time. Its no secret that Amy and I have not always been the best of friends, but we were getting there... Everything little thing that she trusted me to do-with her daughter, with the horses, at her dads house, when she used my pictures for her FB cover and profile pictures, made me feel so special. Last Wednesday, as we were pulling out of mom and Jerrys driveway headed to Texas with Suzanne, I told her thank you again for letting us take her and that I loved her. She said she knew we would keep her safe and that she loved me too. We made it to the show less than 20 minutes before she was supposed to run. My final memory is Amy handing me her sweatshirt, Riggs halter, and her cell phone. She told Suzanne, I love you. Stay with Aunt Crystal, mommy and Riggs are gonna go run. I have no idea how to help my mom and Jerry. You arent suppose to bury your child. I do know that until they want me to leave. Im here to help them however they need. Friends are welcome to stop by in the evenings. Jerry and mom say that filling the house with people that love them... *Suzanne knows that her mommy has died, and is getting ready to go to heaven, and that she did NOT die from falling off her horse, she died from hitting her head on the concrete. I dont know how its gonna work, but I know it will. Suzanne has an overflow of people that love her, and Amy knows that. We will all be there to help if they need us---Jerry, my mom, and Mike are gonna do a great job.
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 14:23:49 +0000
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