On my way home from the hospital, I called my mom. I started to get all emotional and telling her about what was told to me about Jax being on nava mode. I mean I knew it wasnt the best situation, but when someone comes out and says what youve already known but tried to look pass, becomes more real. I thought jj was asleep in the backseat... well apparently he wasnt. He was heading to bed, and came up and asked mom what were you talking about on the phone,leaving bubba? I tried to lie and say nothing... he said no mom you were crying, and saying Jaxen could of died. He said mom, Jaxen isnt going to, hes doing good and is always happy, he just needs to get big, dont cry mom. I just said your right, and put him to bed. He made me hold his hand and prayed for his brother and sister... he asked for Jaxens healing and then to make his sister get big, because he doesnt understand babytalk. When I think Im being sneaky, he always knows. I hate this life, my five year old knows more than he needs to.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 04:34:49 +0000
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