On my way to the hospital with the kids. Must say last night/ this morning was harder than I expected. Having to explain to Eli and Aubri why daddy wasnt here to eat breakfast with them and watch cartoons broke my heart. Arthur has always been just as devoted to our kids as I am. We spend every moment with them and have our own routines. Arthur is up bright and early to make them breakfast and watch the Mickey Mouse club most days. They arent used to this kind of change. I found Eli looking through my pictures and crying this morning. I know it was just one night but it has made me realize just how much we need him. He drives me crazy at times but I love him more than I ever thought possible. I feel guilty for my tears last night, I kind of threw myself a pity party and have no right to. This may be a battle we all have to face head on but this is the hardest on Arthur. We can get through this, some how I know we can. I am so thankful things seem to be falling this way instead of what they initially thought he had although we wont know for definite until they do biopsies. I just wish we could have a break for once. I wish things would slow down. I never thought things could be this difficult. Please continue to pray for him, pray his pain goes away and he can come home soon. God we miss him! Please also pray for the kids, they are taking this really hard. I have to pull it together and be strong for them, I have no other choice. Looks like I have to see what I am truly made of. Thank you all so much for all your love and support. We couldnt do this without you.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 18:24:57 +0000
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