On the subject of wallowing - I found myself there temporarily, yesterday evening peeps, with bruised and stabbed feelings despite being snuggled in a wonderfully warm coat, and a moon on the horizon as large as hope and the color of a lemon meringue. It struck dramatic looks, voguing between the jet black leafless trees, and it beamed despite my dark, beat down mood. (didya like that? Im working on my gothy stuff) Seriously tho, as much as I try to keep folks happy, theres never going to be 100% coverage, and one of my absolute worst traits is that I take it to heart when my best efforts arent good enough, and the feedback turns negative. Or I take it to stomach. Many carbs on the road to self-consolation last night dear peeps. Many carbs. But then my hubby, who continuously saves me, talked me into putting down the toast. The same man who recently fixed our dishwasher by watching YouTube repair videos and tinkering about, the same man who turned the ShadowCon gaming schedule into a STAR CHART, the same man who I often think isnt paying attention when Im upset or feeling down - also has the most ridiculous ability to turn out a few select phrases that take me from tears to giggles in a matter of seconds. I cant repeat what he said, not because it involved NSFW language (it did), but because it was situation-specific humor, and it would too obviously identify the person who had hurt my feelings (oh good grief am I a big baby or what. hurt feelings, at my age. Next Ill get braces, start reading Twilight, and hang out at the mall). Heres the thing - with no offense meant to Friend Gunder, who had earlier in the evening sympathized and valiantly subdued his I told you so dances til they were little more than triumphant shuffles, and nothing but wuv for Poppa Kane who had nothing but encouraging things to say to me, as well as Friend Vincenzo who unleashed his very very best uh huhs and yes, go ons over the phone while I whimpered and cried, but there is no one, simply no one else, who can make me laugh it off like my man.
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 15:10:20 +0000
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