Once upon a time, I felt alone and lonely. I felt sorry for myself and had unhealthy habits to avoid the sadness. Then one night lightning zapped my fat head. And I UNDERSTOOD something my mother used to say: that she was ONE & THE SAME (spirit) on the inside throughout her entire life and it was just her outer package that kept changing. Well, at 37 (late-bloomer), I made a connection to MY one & the same spirit: my inner child. That night I began to do something I had never done before: I decided to show her/myself the same kindness I always showed others. I pictured myself as a child and began to take care of her, dammit, like I lovingly took care of my own precious daughters. The Moment I made this connection to the spirit and my inner child, my life began to improve. I could manage the times of loneliness without doing or thinking harmful things. Just sayin. So I guess if lightening ever zaps your fat head, it might not be a bad thing.
Posted on: Sun, 22 Sep 2013 16:10:55 +0000
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