One day without her and I already started to feel lost... I think I need to learn how to be independent. With time... unwanted thoughts will creep in and she wont always be around to ease my mind and make me feel alive... I think it is all about finding the light within and keep it shinning bright. I know that all these unwanted thoughts wont affect me if I show no attachment. A way to not accept those thoughts to be true would be to live in my heart space... because the heart knows what is true. Eventually, only the thoughts that are true to my heart will remain. I am accustomed to suffering because being sane in an insane world is not easy... but I am to blame. It will take a lot of practice to replace my old habits because I cling onto them... I need new habits programmed into the my brain... and the more I practice living from my heart... the more it will be easier for the neurons of my brain to fire up the thoughts that resonate with my heart. I must practice hacking the matrix of my brain and form new patterns. I think that these unwanted thoughts originates when I am in a state of lack (out of touch with my inner self). It can be because of many reasons... such as not practicing self-love or allowing peoples lower frequencies bring me down. It is my inner light that gives me energy. Only when I am the light... can I see the light in others instead of my interpretation of what they are projecting. It is how I will distinguish fiction from reality. It is how everything will start falling into place more and more.
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 04:57:11 +0000
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